Dad put one hand on each of my shoulders, and then leaned in face to face and said, “don’t ever, try and embarrass me again” I am his oldest and only daughter. It was the first time i have ever felt afraid of my dad
It wasn’t what he said He keeps getting kicked out of homeless shelters and signed himself out of treatment programs It was the tone of his voice, the look in his eyes, and the weight of his hands pushing down on my shoulders.
He has told me i'm the daughter he never had and i felt very pleased that he liked me. It wasn’t really the first time my dad had molested me as he had been touching me inappropriately as early as toddler age, but this was the first time he took it to another level and when everything truly changed for me If the trigger warning in the title didn’t indicate it already, this is going to get graphic, so fair warning. First i am an 18 yold girl and really pretty normal i think except that i have sexual fantacies about my dad
It has become more an addiction to masturbation now Here are some things i know caused this after reading some about the electra complex Thankfully i have never had to experience such horrific betrayal from my own people, but a girl recently confided in my daughter and after a period of enforced silence my daughter finally broke down and shared with me. The problem was that my dad hated me, and i am sorry to admit, the feeling was mutual
A professional can help you learn how to form a better relationship with him, going forward It just makes me think of how much of a depraved individual my dad was to think giving oral sex to your daughter was some ultimate display of affection If he really wanted to prove he loved me, he could have been a normal dad and not scar me for life. My dad has borderline personality disorder, bipolar disorder, and a handful of others as well (narcissistic
Etc.) and he has really just pushed himself to a point where nobody can help him
